I Want To See Your Smile Again

Please let me see,
Those beautiful smile,
Right from your face,
Like what it use to be...

Don't be sad, Don't cry,
Be strong in your heart,
And smile,
Make your life bright and light,
And you will feel blessed...

When you found yourself lost in the darkness,
And there is no one you could see,
No one to help and guide your steps,
But don't be afraid,
Cause you are never alone,
As He is always there for you..

Just close your eyes,
And you will find your ways,
Cause there is always light,
Deep in your heart,
Let it guide you in your life long journey,
And you will never be sad again..

I want to see you smile,
Smile like what you always do before..

Going Crazy

A few thing I wanna do today..

1. see your face
2. see your face
3. see your face

then what I will do is..

1. remember it
2. remember it
3. remember it

so when I miss you, I can always see you in my mind...
but at that time I know that I already gone crazy..
hahaha....

I can't believe it... I am crazy when I think bout you...

Let him go

The sun just peek above the rooftop. the day just begun.

I have love him, in silence, deep in my unconscious mind. no one should know. NO ONE. Keeping it to myself, I want to let God decide my fate. my love.

Is it long enough? or I am the one who couldn't control myself. For more thn 5 years I've wait for him. and when I found him, he is still the same, nice, kind and just like what he use to be. But one thing I can never know is his heart.

Who had his heart? to Whom he kept it? Did I even had a chance? I can somehow feel that he is not with me. never is. and not going to be.

I never wanna poke my head into his personal business cause I'm afraid to learn the truth. What if he already had someone else. But I need to know. so, I check out his facebook, and feeling like half my heart is being pull harshly from where it suppose to be.

I had to let him go. He is not for me. But if I do that, I will die, cause he had half of my heart. So, I can't let him go. But, I can't love him. I can't love someone that does not love me. Cause it will hurt me, kill me, make me feel lost. But...

In the end I have to let him go...
let him go..
Slowly..
I will let go..